Author: 8thangel

  • Resurrection Art – print making and limited edition information.

    Resurrection Art – print making and limited edition information.

    I have decided that I would like to manually make some limited edition wet prints for my Resurrection art piece. Although I like Giclee very much, it is a more authentic and beautiful step to directly create prints from the ground up.

    So, I have been developing an edition plan for the print:

    1st Edition: Cyantotype Contact Prints (around 10-20)

    2nd Edition: Silver Gelatin Prints Large (perhaps 10-15 at 16×20)

    3rd Edition: Chrysotype Contact Prints (maybe 5)

    The above really depends on how fast I can produce, family commitments, and interest. I may end up producing far less. Print making is a long process in terms of exposure, toning, mistakes, etc, so the above really are just upper estimates of best possible scenario. If I can source the darkroom early enough, I may move onto silver prints before I finish cyanotypes.

    I may choose to include a few Giclees, dependant on the toning colours I manage to produce, as, at the moment, I quite like the color version of the print with its reds and blues. As the above are all black and white process, I am unsure at the moment how close I will be able to replicate the red and blue Resurrection art image using these processes.

    My guess is that I will achieve something close to the following for the first couple of cyanotypes, with something like tea or coffee toning:

    A sepia toned print estimate using digital darkroom

    Depending on appearance/success, I may move on to perhaps a two or three tone cyanotype, a process explained by Jo Bind here. It’s possible that I may be able to achieve a red, blue, and perhaps subtle white print using that process, although madder root will be difficult to source.

    Other people in this space are Annette Golaz, who I will also be looking to for developing inspiration, and of course Mike Ware for all my chemistry needs. The alternative photography space really is alive and well.

    For the silver gelatin prints, my main issue will be finding a darkroom with an enlarger that can work with 5×7.

    For the Chrysotype, we are again looking at a contact print, but this time using gold. Very expensive to produce, this will be a very final step, and may rely on print sales from the other two print categories to see realisation.

    For all processes, rather than creating a digital negative, I will be using the original negative with a 0.7mm PET film separator, to keep the chemicals away from the negative. This is also why I would like to move to the darkroom a little quicker, as I am nervous about negative damage before I create the enlarged prints. But we will see.

    I am excited to be moving forward with these steps. Very much so. The unique dimension to each limited edition Resurrection print ensures that each piece will be an individual piece of art.

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  • “He is not here; he has risen” – Contemporary Resurrection Art

    “He is not here; he has risen” – Contemporary Resurrection Art

    A contemplative art work on the Resurrection of Jesus, using light and darkness, through the large format film photographic process.

    Inspirations for this contemporary piece

    It was an art process that started with a sketch on a phone. Since my conceptual fine art work started with a pro life image, I had been yearning to create something again, something that reflected a wish to give back to God, as well as create something beautiful. As I lay in bed, an image came to me of a flower in water, surrounded by a cross of light. I was thinking of light coming in through a roof within darkness. My aim was to symbolically represent the Resurrection. I looked up flower symbolism in the Catholic Church, and settled on the lily, due to its assocations with resurrection due to its dormant state prior to blooming. Immediately, as I sketched, I was thinking about how I could possibly achieve this within photography, particularly the cross of light in darkness.

    Beginnings in Light and Dark

    With my idea for construction of the light formed, I bought the lillies and began. At first, the lillies were closed, and so my first image was shot on the phone. I had been unable to contain my excitement, and needed to see and experiment.

    By the following day, a flower had bloomed, giving me an opportunity to really approach the work, and so I took the first real photo, placing the lily in a small glass dish of water. The stone and light, with the lily on the floor, created a partial idea. I felt like this was a tomb scene. From there, I added a title. I thought pthat perhaps my local church could use it, and so the title was an example of utility.

    At this point, although I liked the image, two things were upsetting me. Firstly, that the cross could be interpretted as being upside down, instead of flat, and with the image taken from the head. Secondly, I couldn’t get large format film out of my head. How would this look, in all of large format’s beautiful tonality?

    So, the next day came, and I took a further two images. I won’t bore you with the first – there will already be a lot of images in the post. Suffice to say, I was unhappy with the composition. The second image I took was that below.

    With this image, the photographing angle of the cross was moved to a diagonal postion. This filled the frame nicely. However, the colours of the flower were not perfect white, instead resembling something injured, or dying. This did not suit the idea for a resurrection piece, and so I converted to black and white.

    Time passed, and something began to bother me again. The flower looked slightly wilted, and the pollen damage to the petals was still visible. The flower did not have the crispness of the previous image, and was not really joyess, in line with the Resurrection. As my father pointed out, this was more like death on the cross.

    At that point, I thought hope was lost, as I presumed the wilted flower was representative of a wider loss of quality in the flowers.

    Another day, another look at the lillies. This time I noticed one flower was still partially closed. I realised that this meant I had maybe one more opportunity. And so I prized the flower open slightly, placed into the water dish again.

    What I have failed to indicate so far, is that this had been a laboursome process. For each shot, I needed the use of a tripod, plus long waits for adequate exposure. My camera was also broken in a large sense, the shutter refusing to fire in aperture priority, and manual refusing to allow me to change shutter speed with the dial. And so, I took to guessing with the EV exposure dial. Also, there was the issue of focussing in the dark through the viewfinder, since my live screen was also not working. All of this was much harder than it sounds, and took a great many shots.

    Finally, though, I did have one shot that was acceptable.

    Initially I was pleased. I uploaded to Instagram. I even ordered a large print.

    The print arrived, and apart from a minor sharpness issue, I was relatively pleased. But something was niggling at me… Firstly, the idea of the tomb had formed more vividly in my mind. I wanted it to also form in the mind of the viewer. I thought with the title this should be enough; people would think of the tomb. However, there was also something else pressing me. A niggling doubt that the work wasn’t good enough. It took me a while to realise it, but I eventually noticed that the image bored me. Although it was symbolic, with the lily, the stone floor, the title, there just wasn’t a great to deal to look at, or think about.

    The image bothered me, for days. Maybe even couple of weeks. There was definately something wrong. I was no longer really happy to show the image to people. There wasn’t enough tomb, and I felt the use of the lily as Resurrection symbolism was too simple.

    A Segue into Shadow

    Through dwelling on this predicament, a new idea formed. I wanted to place Mary Magdalene and the Angel into this tomb of light surrounded by darkness. I also wanted the cross to be upright.

    I got to experimenting again. At first, I wanted to make their representation subtle, and so I initially cast them as shadows. But this created a two-fold problem. Firstly, I felt that this was amateurish. Secondly, they were difficult to identify. And thirdly, due to my execution of the images in side profile (for easier identification), the question then became how to postion the flower.

    Further experiments and deliberation led me to the conclusion that no, this was not working. It wasn’t working on a fine art level, and it wasn’t working at the conceptual level. I wanted these images to feel more real.

    Sacred Models and Flowers of Beauty


    This led to the model search. This was a long stage. I became obsessed with finding figures for Mary Magdalene and the angel. Due to my light source, they also needed to be perfect matching sizes. I won’t say how I arrived at the models, or how I altered. I’ll leave that up to the imagination.

    At the same time, I had been thinking about the lily. Again, I wasn’t happy with the obvious symbolism, and how prevalently it was used. But I did want a flower that was white. Ideally, one that bloomed at Easter. I eventually settled on the Ranunculus, round about the time that my model search finished. I loved the concentric lines, but was less happy at its general association with marriage, rather than Easter. It’s beauty, I felt, though, was unsurpassed in the context of the image I was envisioning. I had decided that I wished flowers not just to vacate the space that Jesus left, but also to decorate the cross. I wanted this to be a beautiful image, something fitting for the message of Easter in all stages: Crucification, Entombment, and Resurrection. Indeed, I wanted the image to represent all stages of Easter, and include the beauty and joyous message that has been delivered to us.

    There was a problem though. Ranunculus were only supposed to bloom until somewhere between the start and mid of May. Looking online at the ever increasing “Out of Stock” messages, probably due to the encroachment of Mother’s Day, I realised that my dream picture was disappearing. At least, the image I had constructed in my head was maybe going to have to change. I was still waiting for the models to arrive.

    Indeed, when I received the date for model delivery, I went out a day earlier to source Ranunculus, but I was pessimistic. I can be quite OCD, so I was wondering how I could possibly recover the image without Ranunculus. In the end. the shops didn’t have any. But there was also a surprise. As I went around the shop, and turned the final corner, a white flower caught my eye. As I leaned in closer, I realised that it was utterly beautiful. I briefly looked up the bloom time: Available All Year round. But I didn’t care. I was mesmerized. That flower was the Eustoma. I knew that this would provide the beauty to the photo that perhaps was missing with the large, unruly, and hard to manage lily. I would place the flowers on the arms of the cross, and also the head. The aim was beauty. When we think about what Jesus did for us through the cross, the pain that must have been experienced, for people he did not know, many yet to be born, it is an incredibly beautiful thing.

    At this stage, I still wanted to be explicit about the resurrection – I was unsure if the Estoma could achieve this, so I still considered the lily as a centre piece. Fortunately, I was unable to find a boquet before the next bus arrived, and my priority was getting the Eustoma back to safety.

    Once home, I realised that the Eustoma would fit perfectly into the image, that it was about arrangement.

    I won’t go into every detail about why I did what I did – since that might ruin the experience of the photo.

    I did decide, though, that such an elaborate and expensive photography project was worthy of a large format shot. Everything needed to be perfect though, to come together in unison.

    The Move to Large Format Resurrection Art


    Eventually the models arrived, and I was extemely pleased, after some further expensive alterations. A lot was riding on the next shoot.

    And so, a window appeared where I felt I might have time to take the shot. I had sourced chemicals and other bits and bobs needed to make the shoot, and develop the negatives.

    Once again, darkness descended, and the adrenaline kicked in. I need to get everything right for the large format shoot. I only had two sheets loaded into holders, and there were lots of calculations to be made. Focussing was a nightmare, and there still needed to be some guesswork here. The glass screen was practically black.

    Eventually, the two shots were taken at long exposures. One bracketed below the other in case calulations were wrong.

    Home Darkroom Development

    Then there was an excruciating wait. Family comittments meant that that was no more time until the evening, when everyone had gone to bed. It was with a combination of excitement and peturbation that I got the bathroom ready. When it comes to large format development, I can’t leave it to development houses, firstly because I would never be able to forgive them if there was a mistake, and secondly because developing youself means you can adapt to the circumstances that arise.

    So, I set up my water bath and chemicals, ensuring that the fan was on for ventillation.

    I also set up my hand-adapted Paterson Orbital, which allows me to develop in the light. Eagle eyed viewers will notice that this shot was taken after development…

    After many checks, and double checks, and waits for temperatures to equalize, development started. At each stage (presoak, development, stop, fix), you visualise the negative, imaginging what is happening to those crystals. Did I expose too long, too little? Was focus right; did I remember to stop down? Am I developing right, did I make the correct mix of chemicals? What if just one of my calculations was wrong. It is a stressful yet somehow enjoyable experience. Not to mention that the whole process, even if you understand it, still feels magical. Light is magical.

    The final stage is the wash at the end. And it is here that you remove the lid. I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw the black cross (everything is reversed with a negative). I knew that I at least had something workable.

    Closer inspection seemed to show that there was adequate exposure.

    But there was shock and horror when it dawned on me that the central flowers were not quite central. I would need another negative. And would the flowers be central on these? Also, what exposure was I looking at (I had forgotten to label the holders with exposure post-its). I guessed that it was the normal exposure, which meant that the next exposure would need to be pushed by a stop. Again, a further calculation was needed. I prepared the chemicals once more…

    Whilst waiting, I used the negative picture I had taken (since the negative was still too wet to handle) and inverted the image in photoshop express.

    My excitement built. I felt that if the second image developed correctly, then I would have a successful image with cropping a little. Composing in the dark had casued some issues…

    Finally chemicals were ready, and I developed the next image. Thankfully, the push seemed to have worked, and I had an almost identical image, but with the flowers central. I was elated. Perhaps too much so. As I left the negatives to dry, I knew I would find it hard to sleep.

    Immediately after family commitments were completed the next day, I jumped onto my scanner to scan the second negative, The first thing I was unprepared for was the red tinge to the scanned negative. I later realised I had not read up enough on reciprocity. I managed to correct this back to black and white in Lightroom, and this is the image I was left with:

    Intentionally, I left the red glowing border around the cross. Although this image pleased me, it still wasn’t right. It felt like someone was visiting someone still entoumbed, or it could be interpreted that reverence was being given to death, and not the risen Jesus at all. I realised there would need to be another shoot. But would the flowers last?

    They did indeed last, although perhaps I had taken the best ones. There is always difficulty with large format shoots, especially ones with long exposures and limited film and chemicals. Will you get it right? Or will everything have been a failure?

    The Final Shoot

    Next day, next shoot. This time, I adjusted the positioning of the figures. Again, I won’t give all my reasons, leaving it to mystery. I also took extra care on compositon. I thought I had placed the cross centrally the last time, but there had been a mistake. This time, I was a little further out, which confused me. The tape still seemed to read the same difference, which with hindsight perhaps pointed to a change of cross position. We will never know. Exposure was also up, although a terrible reciprocity calculation failure was avoided at the last minute. It was enough to set me on edge, and readjust the scene one more time. This time, I took extra care on the flowers, making sure centrality was obeyed, and observence to the position of the light.

    The wait as exposures were taken was particularly hard to experience this time. I wanted to see the final images.

    And so, once again, I went back to my chemical “darkroom”, set up shop, and began to develop. It was harder this time. It is quite a labourisome process, standing and crouching, agitated the tank, and trying not to do so too little or too vigourously, and also trying not to make a mistake with pouring the chemicals, etc.

    FInally, it was time for the wash. And here is where I am unsure what happened. I opened the box, was greeted the black cross, and then suddenly white globules seemed to appear on the negative. I am unsure if they were already there, or whether it was exposure to the light or water, but there it was. A ruined negative. But wait… I looked closer, and the artifact, although large, seemed to have left the whole cross and flowers intact. I wondered if I could do something with it.

    Untimately, though, as I hung it up on the wall, I was frustrated. With these long exposures, I was concerned that by the time of the second exposure, the flowers may have wilted a little. Perhaps this process would make the flowers blur under such long exposures. I wan’t sure. I knew from my previous pro-life shoot that roses wilt rather quickly outside of water. Perhaps the Eustoma would be different? I really wasn’t sure. Also, as I had returned to the scene after the second shot, I noticed everything out of line on the cross. How had this occured? I eventually came to realise that it was probably a change with the light source. But if the image reflected that final state, or indeed emcompassed the previous state, plus the new state, then the image would be ruined. I commenced with development, but was once again assailed with pessimism. I looked long and hard at the ruined negative hanging on the wall, staring intently at the artifacts.

    It was then that I had a strange realisation. WIth all of the Resurrection symbolism floating around in my head, and also chemical processing, I started to see something different in that ruined negative. It began to remind me of the Turin Shroud. Not because it had the face of Jesus, but because this was an artifact of light (or at least, an atifact of the process of capturing light), as was suspected with the Shroud. I began to consider that this was in fact a fitting circumstance. I had no idea how the artifact had arrived, but in my mind, I began to see this connection. I would still have to wait though. I was developing the second negative. This, suprisingly, came out perfectly. The flowers were all aligned, and the cross had definite shape, indicating that the change to scene must have ocurred at, or near the end of the exposure. Perhaps my coming through from the other room as my timer went off caused something to be knocked out of place. No matter. I was excited. Increasingly, though, as I cleaned the kitchen, I realised I was becoming excited for the first negative of the day. What would that artifact look like, and would it allude to the Shroud?

    FInally, I was able to scan. As the image appeared, it was even more red than yesterday’s negatives. I adjusted till it was pleasing to the eye, and I realised that I liked the artifact very much. Indeed, the flowers and cross were preserved almost perfectly, as I had expected, with only minor distortion. I was elated. The red outline to the cross glowed, and I couldn’t get the Turin Shroud connection out of my head. This was it, the final image.


    I scanned the other image, and it did indeed come out perfectly, but it was missing the connection to the Turin Shroud. It was red of course, like the other, but with the absence of the artifacts, it felt more empty.

    The final image, by contrast, felt alive and dynamic, a burned to film depiction of the greatest moment in history.

    And what a moment that was; the joy that Mary Magdalene and the other apostles and disciples must have felt at knowing that Jesus was risen. Hallelujah!

  • My First Artist Proof: Creating a Catholic Fine Art Print

    My First Artist Proof: Creating a Catholic Fine Art Print

    I received my first artist proof Catholic fine art print today. It came in a sturdy and wide cardboard roll from Printolino. I was impressed by the packaging. Although not completely flat, I felt tha the print was well protected.

    Upon opening the artist proof print, I was happy with the translation of my image file to print. One small thing I noticed was that upon very close inspection, the stamen and pollen could be sharpened slightly. I realised that although I had output sharpened for print, I had missed an initial sharpening step in the development process. However, the print still had adequate sharpness. I also noticed a few marks/blemishes on the flower and floor that I removed with a careful application of the spot healing tool. So for the next print, there will be a small amount of sharpening and spot removal.

    Now, to explain a little about artist proof. An artist proof is a print produced in the refinement process in creating the final print that will be used for a limited edition. So, for this fine art print of Catholic/Christian theme, I expect there to only be a couple of artist proofs, but I will update once the limited edition is released.

    With regards to the limited edition print set, I will be releasing only a very limited number of prints. Around 15 to 20 (as of yet undecided).

    This is my first direct attempt to create Catholic imagery. I have been Catholic since birth, and after a long “disappearance” from the Church, I have become a regular Church attendee again over the past ten years. In that time, I have been trying to improve myself, whilst taking regular sacraments. I have wanted to make Catholic imagery for a while, but first started with Pro-life photography . As a soon-to-be father, my interest in the pro-life movement increased, and I felt strongly that I wanted to create something as a memory of the moment, but also as something to reflect my views on the splendour of pregnancy.

    After a time, I wanted to create again, but I had no real time spare due to being a first time father. It was at this point that I moved briefly into experimenting with AI to create pro-life imagery.

    My feeling after this period was that AI was empty. | felt fraudulent as an artist, and soon felt the desire to move back to photograpy.

    Now, with my daughter now 3 years old, there is a bit more time to create. And so, I have decided to leave the prolife world for a time, and move to Catholic Easter symbolism, and the incredible resurrection of Jesus. With fine art Catholic photography, symbolism is important in the creation of the work, as it is difficult, and perhaps, inauthentic, to directly represent biblical figures through the use of models. And so I utilised a lily, a symbol of resurrection, and also a cross made of light to portray the Easter message. The cross is shining in the darkness that surrounds it.

    If you wish to be kept informed of the limited edition print release, then you can follow me on instagram (link above or below post), or sign up for the email list (using same buttons).

    I hope to have the first, final image ready soon. In the meantime, feel free to contact me with any questions you may have regarding the limited edition release.

  • Back online…

    Back online…

    After trying to access my website to provide updates, I found that my site had been blocked…restricted. It appears the DNS I was using had blocked it for some reason. This could be due to the router, or it could be that the local DNS is blacklisting me. I’m not sure at the moment – will need to investigate it.

    I have actually moved the whole site from one server to another, so at the moment, there are no previous posts. Not sure what I’ll do about this, but I have retrieved the posts, so will possibly try to provide an archive, or repost.

  • “Entwined” Pregnancy Print Available For Purchase Through Kalimetric

    “Entwined” Pregnancy Print Available For Purchase Through Kalimetric

    UPDATE I have taken down the sales listing for the time being. I will update if it is made available again.

    My Entwined Pregnancy Print is now available through the shop at kalimetric.com.

    I decided to run the sale through sister site kalimetric as that has the set up for a shop already. Selling on AlmosLataan would require a large overhaul. So, for the time being, the two sites are combined in a fashion.

    For a long time I wondered whether I should sell something associated with pro-life. I felt that it might be inappropriate to do so. But I guess that in religious areas, by way of comparison, artists create and sell work, so there is a precident. If this is a success, I can perhaps think about producing more large format work.

    The print run is limited in a fashion. 10 prints are available in the first batch, with each successive print raising in price (in example, batch 1 print 1 will be cheaper than batch 1 print 2). Once all of the prints are sold in the batch, the print will then become unavailable for 5 years. This ensures that the print will always remain in circulation, but in low numbers, as long as the initial file and negative are still available.

    If you are interested then head over to kalimetric.com

  • The Importance of Maintaining Dialogue in the Abortion Debate

    The Importance of Maintaining Dialogue in the Abortion Debate

    I was reading this wonderful paper on the importance of maintaining dialogue in the abortion debate (and of course other debates). I was struck by the idea that arguments/debates are sometimes a reflection of where we are in life. So the question of how to maintain dialogue is a difficult one, especially when most people change by increments, rather than large sudden changes. The positions that some hold follow years of experiences and knowledge acquisition, right or wrong. On the other side of the spectrum, there are those who possess little knowledge or experience. So, in a sense, advocating for your position in a public manner becomes difficult. Who is your target audience? How well versed are they in the arguments? How well versed are you?

    The other point that struck me was that we must have charity towards the other, whilst ensuring that we don’t fall into relativism. Ultimately, as the paper points out, we must listen, and do so honestly, so that we can be receptive not only to the other, but also to the truth, which we are ultimately trying to attain.

    A further difficulty lies in desire and truth. What exactly are we debating for? My perspective is that truth is something fundamental which goes beyond shallow desires. However, perhaps we could say that in our (hopefully) ultimate destination, desire will in fact match truth. Is it, then, even possible to debate with someone whose primary goal is a desire fulfillment which is at odds with truth? How do we even discern or prove when desire is at odds with truth?

    The authors of the papers seek to combat this by returning to base principles that are perhaps building blocks for what eventually becomes our opinions, and in this case, our abortion opinions. Understanding the Catholic position then, requires not only a contemporary understanding of affairs, but a long chain of philosophy and history. We can first treasure the human from conception using reason, and then untangle the choices that lead to abortion through exploring love and freedom.

    It’s a great paper for anyone working hard to change minds in the debate, as the method of communication is just as important as the content of the communication.

    From a personal perspective, it has helped me to understand that debating from the endpoints is perhaps futile when the base points are not very well understood, and that we must have charity for others in understanding that we exist on a spectrum of experiences. In understanding the other’s experiences better, we may find a better position to help them. It also helps me see that I am being uncharitable in perhaps being a little heavy handed in discussion of what I feel is the truth, alienating perhaps, where I should instead be persuading.

  • Abortion – censoring dehumanization discussion

    Abortion – censoring dehumanization discussion

    Ongoing are my struggles with Instagram ever since posting a pro-life image of a vase with a flower on it. I was reported for inappropriate content. Since then, all my accounts are locked down for reach. I can only presume that initially my post was flagged by a user. However, multiple reports sent to Instagram since then would appear to indicate that Instagram has no intention of lifting the lockdown. It’s possible that using art in celebration of pregnancy from a pro-life position is not permitted (this is an inferred opinion. Only Instagram can know what is really going on).

    But there is a wider issue in locking down pro-life accounts, and that is the locking down of the dehumanisation conversation. Dehumanization often occurs in tandem with mass murder of a segment of the populace. Obviously, with abortion, we are looking at numbers of 73,000,000 world wide each year.

    If we look closer at the abortion debate, we’ll notice that the “personhood debate” is being used to dehumanize. Despite the biological fact that we are fully human from conception, personhood is used to indicate that there is a further categorization of human that the unborn don’t quite fill (according to those promoting the view). With the holocaust, Jews were referred to as subhuman and “rats”, and in the Rwandan genocide, the Tutsis were referred to as cockroaches (see here). In these cases, and others, the dehumanization was used prior to mass violence. Dehumanization, then, enables the populace to kill, as the targeted no longer possess the categorization of human. Instead, they are viewed similarly to vermin. Of course, it’s not only the personhood (dehumanization) “debate”, if you read forums you may also hear words like “parasite” being mentioned.

    David Livingstone Smith does not argee with the dehumanization label for abortion. Yet, in his attempt to rebuke this claim, he says that a dehumanized human must be spoken of in subhuman language, and must also be thought of as “dangerous” and unclean. It seems strange that David has not acknowledged that the “personhood debate” is language used to categorise the unborn as sub human. This is before we get to the “parasite” phraseology also often used in “unofficial” channels, which is perhaps representative of a wider held private perspective (although we must hope, not too wide). Secondly, the unborn are viewed as dangerous. They are viewed as a danger to ideology, namely that of mainstream feminism, which seems to posit that abortion-choice is needed in order to empower women. Furthermore, word meanings are not representative of fixed sets…the sets can be expanded to include further cases. In this case, the word “dehumanization” is clearly applicable to the unborn, whether or not the word has been used in this way before or not. To be clear on this, if abortion awareness came before the holocaust due to millions of dead children, then it seems probable this word, or one similar, would have come into existence (if the same justifications were being used).

    Unfortunately, the violence has already been perpetrated with abortion. But there is still the possibility of halting further violence. The language that is used to dehumanize needs to be halted. In order to do this, the mainstream media and social media need to permit the dehumanization discussion, otherwise they risk being proponents of the dehumanization process themselves.

  • Abortion – the Contemporary Child Sacrifice

    Abortion – the Contemporary Child Sacrifice

    I was speaking to someone recently about how we must have objective morality as defined by God, otherwise we as humans can create societies that favour, for instance, child sacrifice (practiced, for example, by the Mayans). Essentially, the wish to maximise pleasure or contentment within this life can lead to certain horrors becoming “the good”. In this, there must exist an element of doublethink in order to overcome the conscience.

    Of course, the real parallel here is that we have such a society in existence today. Not only are we encouraged to take the path of least resistance in satisfying shallow desires, thus forming a society of contentment but not goodness, we also have the modern take on child sacrifice which is abortion. For how can it be anything else when a person kills their own child for the sake of a better individual life? It may not be “a sacrifice to the gods”, but it is a sacrifice. This is hard for people to process, as ingrained within the mind is the view of “primitive” times and cultures, where child sacrifice was practiced. To accept that we live in a similar age now, and that we have perhaps been a proponent of such actions is difficult. Forgiveness is available for those that truly seek it, but the denial is so strong that some people even discuss “personhood” with relation to the unborn, despite the biological fact that we are human from conception. When we have such attacks on the human person, when the dehumanisation is so strong, it becomes difficult to change minds.

    Perhaps one reason for the high prevalence of abortion is that it falls in the path of least resistance. A mother can take a pill to abort and forget, thus enabling the mother to continue life with the least disruption. The ease of access to services which fail to provide the prospective mother with the truth that a human is alive within her also contribute. It seems at first that there are minimal costs. Later, heavy weights such as guilt can come, making the path chosen far more burdensome.

    What is being missed, however, is that the narrow path is more rewarding. Having a child is one of the greatest joys one can experience. It is hard, there is no doubt about that, and for some it is especially hard, but nothing can compare to splendour of seeing your own child smile.

    It seems that society often offers this path of least resistance. Brave New World we might in fact be. But surely humans can be something better than this; can achieve a higher and more holy state, a true reward. Taking the narrow path may often seem like more work, but is ultimately more satisfying to the human spirit.

    However, without God, it can be hard to discern this path. When your gods are human in nature, for example, a political alignment, then it becomes hard to know right from wrong. You are a slave to ideology.

    Instead, we must trust and believe that God the Father, God the Son, and God The Holy Spirit, have intervened in human affairs, prescribing to us the rules that will save us and give us true contentment and happiness.

  • Free Pro-life Images 1

    Free Pro-life Images 1

    I have decided to run a regular post where I upload some free Pro-life Images. These will differ to those I am submitting to Instagram and Pxlmo (pixelfed server). This should give people a reason to visit the webpage!

    As I mentioned before, the images are free to use for Pro-Life and Catholic image and meme makers. If people want the high-res files, then use my new Contact page to get in touch.

  • Free Pro-Life images

    Free Pro-Life images

    Even with AI, it is difficult to know if the images you are helping to create align with the message you are wanting to communicate.

    For this series, I’m really wanting to help advance the pro-life perspective. That is, to communicate that the little people within the womb deserve the right to continue their lives without being aborted.

    I’m not sure how well the images I’m helping to create align with pro-life or catholic views, but if anyone from these circles wishes to use the images (meme’s, etc), then feel free.

    Basically, each image is upscaled using Topaz Gigapixel AI, and then reduced again to 400px before posting. So I have large files (50cm), and the originals. I can make these available to pro-life, catholic organisations, for free, but you’ll need to verify who you are.

    Also, I would highlight that in my online searches, I didn’t really find a shared repository where pro-life images could be uploaded and stored for future use. Perhaps this could be beneficial for the movement. Perhaps there is already something else in place? Let me know.